A magic rock message from a magical mermaid. I don't know how she does it, but she always knows what I need to know. These colorful reminders will keep me company on my nightstand until the next delivery of wise words arrives.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Day 16,216: Magic Rocks and Mermaids
A magic rock message from a magical mermaid. I don't know how she does it, but she always knows what I need to know. These colorful reminders will keep me company on my nightstand until the next delivery of wise words arrives.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Day 16,215: The Having and Eating of Cake
I am inclined to feel guilty over the fact that I have not posted since Monday, but in my defense (if only to myself for myself) this was an unusual week ... one that has me reconsidering my plans and goals for this year, my work, my business, my life.
When I travel the internets for inspiration, I find a healthy abundance of amazing women who have cast off their otherwise uncreative full-time careers for full-time creative self-employment. I heartily applaud them and thank goodness for their stories, how-to's and, most especially, for blazing that trail for others. And yet at the same time I long, hunger, and thirst to hear from and connect with those who, for whatever reason, have decided (or had the decision made for them) to continue working at their full-time job while, in tandem, sustaining an artful business. (I include the healing arts here with the creative). The more disparate their job is to their craft, the more desperate I am to meet them and hear about their journey.
After nine years of doing my job full-time from home, I must return to an office setting for the majority of the work week. My routine has been turned upside down. It was easier to make the transition from my day job to a nightly/weekend business when they were both occurring in the same location. Okay, no, that's not true. It wasn't easy at first, because it felt like everything was clamoring for my attention at the same time. I had to put very clear boundaries around what I needed to do and when I would do it. But once I crafted a solid (but flexible) plan, it helped having everything in one location.
Now that I am back in a traditional work setting, I return home feeling depleted and devoid of the inclination to update websites, blogs, Twitter/Facebook pages, or my Etsy shop ... much the inspiration to create anything. The weekend has arrived (granted, my first since this new chapter began) and I still feel some measure of apathy toward doing what it takes to maintain a thriving business, although I am less motivated to chuck it all. Thank goodness for small favors.
I will try to convince you (and me, both) that I don't have any choice in this matter. Yes, I have a child who is less than three years away from starting college. Yes, my income matters and, quite frankly, a regular paycheck becomes me. Not to mention that living hand-to-mouth can be creativity killer. Since I don't have to worry about how my family's bills get paid, the energy that would have been misspent fretting can be directed toward creating/offering whatever I feel inspired to share, rather than pandering to what would be most profitable.
In truth, I know full well that I do have a choice and I'm free to stay or leave, but my dirty little secret is that I really like my job and I am also very good at it. Yet in no way does it completely fulfill me nor fully reflect the many facets of who I am and what I can do. Jakk's Magic Beans Workshop gives me balance and a venue through which to share gifts that may otherwise go ungiven. I will even go so far as to declare that it makes me better at my job as a result. Maybe the greatest display of sacred selfishness is to settle for no less than having my cake and eating it too.
But after a week like I have had, I wish to be pointed in the direction of a mentor, a role model, someone, anyone, who shares this "dualing" path with me. I want to know how you do it all in a given day. Bonus points if you are in a relationship and/or parenting on top of it all. I want to know what you do for yourself to keep your energy up. I want to know how you transition your focus from the work that you do to your business. I want to know how and when you find and make time for you and, best of all, doing absolutely nothing at all.
I can't be the only one and I can't be in this alone. Please contact me! We're all in this together.
When I travel the internets for inspiration, I find a healthy abundance of amazing women who have cast off their otherwise uncreative full-time careers for full-time creative self-employment. I heartily applaud them and thank goodness for their stories, how-to's and, most especially, for blazing that trail for others. And yet at the same time I long, hunger, and thirst to hear from and connect with those who, for whatever reason, have decided (or had the decision made for them) to continue working at their full-time job while, in tandem, sustaining an artful business. (I include the healing arts here with the creative). The more disparate their job is to their craft, the more desperate I am to meet them and hear about their journey.
After nine years of doing my job full-time from home, I must return to an office setting for the majority of the work week. My routine has been turned upside down. It was easier to make the transition from my day job to a nightly/weekend business when they were both occurring in the same location. Okay, no, that's not true. It wasn't easy at first, because it felt like everything was clamoring for my attention at the same time. I had to put very clear boundaries around what I needed to do and when I would do it. But once I crafted a solid (but flexible) plan, it helped having everything in one location.
Now that I am back in a traditional work setting, I return home feeling depleted and devoid of the inclination to update websites, blogs, Twitter/Facebook pages, or my Etsy shop ... much the inspiration to create anything. The weekend has arrived (granted, my first since this new chapter began) and I still feel some measure of apathy toward doing what it takes to maintain a thriving business, although I am less motivated to chuck it all. Thank goodness for small favors.
I will try to convince you (and me, both) that I don't have any choice in this matter. Yes, I have a child who is less than three years away from starting college. Yes, my income matters and, quite frankly, a regular paycheck becomes me. Not to mention that living hand-to-mouth can be creativity killer. Since I don't have to worry about how my family's bills get paid, the energy that would have been misspent fretting can be directed toward creating/offering whatever I feel inspired to share, rather than pandering to what would be most profitable.
In truth, I know full well that I do have a choice and I'm free to stay or leave, but my dirty little secret is that I really like my job and I am also very good at it. Yet in no way does it completely fulfill me nor fully reflect the many facets of who I am and what I can do. Jakk's Magic Beans Workshop gives me balance and a venue through which to share gifts that may otherwise go ungiven. I will even go so far as to declare that it makes me better at my job as a result. Maybe the greatest display of sacred selfishness is to settle for no less than having my cake and eating it too.
But after a week like I have had, I wish to be pointed in the direction of a mentor, a role model, someone, anyone, who shares this "dualing" path with me. I want to know how you do it all in a given day. Bonus points if you are in a relationship and/or parenting on top of it all. I want to know what you do for yourself to keep your energy up. I want to know how you transition your focus from the work that you do to your business. I want to know how and when you find and make time for you and, best of all, doing absolutely nothing at all.
I can't be the only one and I can't be in this alone. Please contact me! We're all in this together.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Day 16,210: Mandala Monday
A fresh new mandala is ready for you to download here. Happy coloring!And a fresh new routine for me this week! I am going through some ch-ch-ch-changes. Even the good ones can bring with them feelings of stress and insecurity, so I am trying to be gentle with myself when I resist rising to the occasion and I am reminding myself (often) that 80% can be perfect for me.
I took a big leap this morning by getting up well before the birds and working out. Making it the first order of business made sense until my alarm went off. But I did it and I must admit that I feel great for it. It really does set the tone for the whole day. Now I just need to keep it up.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Day 16,205: Wishcasting Wednesday
(Another favorite lomo from my archives: Ripley, OH, March 2009)Where do you wish to make a difference?
Who among us on some level doesn't want to don the cape and take the world by storm? I think we are kind of wired that way to a greater or lesser degree. You know ... go big or go home.
My wish is to make a difference with me. When I make a difference with me, it flows out to my family. It flows out to the people with whom I interact in my work. It flows out to the people with whom I do business. It flows out to the people with whom I interact virtually. And let's not forget the blessed random ones with whom I connect so briefly.
On a day to day basis, my circle of influence may seem very small ... until I remember that those I touch go on to touch others through the course of their day. And, of course, those touched go on to touch others too. And so it flows.
But always and in all ways, it begins with me. Am I being kind to myself? Have I nourished myself? Am I compassionate with myself? Am I forgiving myself? Am I helping myself? Am I being peace?
It is only when my tank is full that I can be of any upliftment or assistance to anyone else. It begins and ends with me for me.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Day 16,204: In a New York Groove
(Lomo from my archives: Ripley, OH - March 2009)Despite the temptation to take even more pictures of the snow in which we now find ourselves buried, I have resisted and decided to dig through my photo archives instead. Ache. I haven't had my Lomo LCA out and about since August. As in six whole months ago. Sigh.
The good news is that I will be dusting it off and loading it up for my trip to NEW YORK! I am delighted that I can confirm my attendance at Jen Lee's Integrate: A Voice and Story Retreat. Things should be thawed and budding for this April adventure. It will be the perfect time for a spring getaway, except that I'm not so much getting away as finding my way back to my words.
At various times in my life, I have written prolifically, but the last couple of years have proven to be a painful dry spell (as has been reflected here). I am counting the days until I get to meet this wonderful city that so many love so much ... and meet this talented woman whom I admire so much ... and get reacquainted with the writer in me whom I imagine, after prolonged postponement, has much that she wants to say.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Day 16,203: The View From Here
This is our third winter storm in the last two weeks. It has been predicted to be the worst of the three. I kid you not, the words "snow bomb" were used in the forecast. The drama! Five to nine inches is anticipated to top what was leftover from last week, which should leave us with about a foot of snow when all is said and done. We've certainly gotten off easy when compared to other areas of the country, but still no matter how hard I try to look at the bright side. So. Over. It.
Since it is a holiday, I am gratefully off of work today anyway. But as we all know, the business of Jakk's Magic Beans Workshop never sleeps, so I have been working a bit of magic behind the scenes to get up to speed with all of the cool kids.
You can now follow me on Twitter where I put heavy emphasis on the business of gratitude. As you might've noticed, it has been a resolution this year to amp that up. (No matter how long winter lasts.) Hey, what doesn't gratitude make at least a little bit better? And, last but not least, (drumroll please) you can also become a Fan of Jakk's Magic Beans Workshop on Facebook. At last check, I was still at zero, so I'd love it if you could show me some love.
Since it is a holiday, I am gratefully off of work today anyway. But as we all know, the business of Jakk's Magic Beans Workshop never sleeps, so I have been working a bit of magic behind the scenes to get up to speed with all of the cool kids.
You can now follow me on Twitter where I put heavy emphasis on the business of gratitude. As you might've noticed, it has been a resolution this year to amp that up. (No matter how long winter lasts.) Hey, what doesn't gratitude make at least a little bit better? And, last but not least, (drumroll please) you can also become a Fan of Jakk's Magic Beans Workshop on Facebook. At last check, I was still at zero, so I'd love it if you could show me some love.
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