Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Day 16,751 Gratitude

Recent days have been spent gratefully caring for this sweet boy. We adopted Fred in July, 2001. He was smart enough to suck at racing, so he could come and live with us. He's 12 years old now and his body is wearing out. He is taking Rimadyl and Tramadol for pain and receiving Reiki from countless caring souls. It's day-by-day around here. We celebrate every two steps forward. We make peace with every one step back.

There is nothing like caregiving to bring you into the moment. You can't afford to be anywhere other than where you are, doing what needs to be done. But a sixth sense is also demanded, to know what needs to be known. It can be exhausting and worrisome if we let it. It can also exponentially expand our love and gratitude. There is no better opportunity to understand the deep meaning of the word grace than when we are in the thick of it.

2 comments:

Amanda said...

Fred...sending puppy kisses your way. You have love being sent all the way from Connecticut. You are that special.

Anonymous said...

Yes, Fred is very smart. It's okay to let him go if he needs to. His whole life journey has been to be your beloved Fred. Sending Reiki healing to your home. Sandi